night ryan

almost done

ryan — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 20:38:59 +0000

well work is almost done for the day and i thought i would hop on here and write a little blog.

this is turning out to be a really long week. i now have more work to do than when i first got here this morning and on top of it all i have to move this weekend .. by myself! ya, my roommate is going out of town and i will be hauling around all our furniture so our landlord doesnt get mad and try and charge us extra money for staying too long.

i can not wait until i have enough money to buy a house, pay it off, and then not worry about it anymore! such a pain. but i guess thats how life goes.

my coworker told me the other day when i told him that i found out i have 12 days to find a new place and more -
“think of that old chinese cookie saying – ‘a problem is an opportunity in disguise’”

i kinda like that – and it turned out that the perfect opportunity did present itself and the problem was gone. i think if we are all a little more optimistic, we will all be just a little happier.

ya i know, pretty broad statement. while i am thinking about it, i dont like the name of my blog either. i might change it.

on my own

ryan — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 21:35:02 +0000

I’m pretty sure I want this to be completely anonymous.. I don’t want you to know who I am and I guess I really don’t care who you are. I want to talk about my friends, my co-workers and my family and I don’t want any of them to know. I want to talk about the struggles in my life and how I work to over come them. I just want to let go of so much… and for the longest time I have been struggling with a way how …so here it is. An electronic log of all my thoughts, dreams, hopes and desires.

Hopefully somewhere in this writing I will find some conclusions of my own.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ryan — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 20:52:04 +0000

so this is how it all begins. with lower case writing and a fresh start. ive only ever attempted to have a blog before but something about this time around feels different. the wind is at my back now and ive got plenty to talk about.

im not sure where this will all go – or who i will talk about – or what secrets i will share – but its about time i get some of these thoughts written down and sorted out.

ive got a lot on my plate and eventually i would like to just find a world to share my thoughts with. i think generally that is why im here and why some people end up posting blogs.. but maybe ill speak more to this when i am not sitting at work.

so welcome to my crazy brain and good luck keeping up with me.